Writing es no bueno

I just really hate writing. Writing just isn’t for me. And right now I am having to write so much and I’m just not enjoying it. I’m sitting here in the library writing a 5-10 page paper for philosophy while also working on my 25 page research paper. Luckily they are both the same topic: pornography. That was originally my research paper topic but we got to choose our philosophy topic so ideally I chose the same thing to make it as simple and as painless as possible. My friends were working on math homework and chemistry homework so I gladly did it for them (with the compensation of Starbucks in the future but that’s beside the point), I enjoy working on math and science. I can write fine, grade wise. But I will never be able to go above and beyond and be creative. Creativity is not one of my strong suits. I enjoy working out problems and solving equations, I could do it all day. But once I start writing a paper I instantly start falling asleep. I don’t know what it is. Next semester I truly consider the hardest thing ever because I am enrolled in English 2. Taking the AP exam and skipping English 1 was probably the best decision I have ever made. I dread going to English class. It’s nothing against my previous teachers or anything, I just hate English and writing. Luckily after this semester, I will never have to take another English class ever again.