What Am I Doing?

What am I doing? I'm not even sure I'll be coming back to Texas State next fall because I hate being so far from my family, but on the other hand I love the friends I have made here and I love the campus. I just don't know how to find a happy median between my family and the friends I've made. They are all a huge part of my life now. And I know if I tell my family about it, they'll say transfer to be closer while when I tell my friends they'll say stay here and that it will get easier. I'm just not sure that will be the case. I was so excited to be further than 45 minutes away from my family when I started school, but now I realize how much I am missing out on when it comes to what they are doing. I'm not sure how to over come this problem, but I guess I have a couple months to figure it out.