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Well this weekend started off pretty awesome. I hungout with a lot of my friends and had a good time. On Saturday, my best friend from back home drove up here to visit me. We had so much fun! I took her around campus, around the square, and to the river. While we were at the river on Sunday, she posted a picture on instagram. One of our really good friends that went to high school with us texted her after he saw the picture and asked if she was here at Texas State. He was here to visit his girlfriend that goes here and he said he wanted to hangout with us before he headed back up to Tech. We met up at Grins and had a great time. Whenever we saw each other I ran into his arms and he spun me around haha. So right after we hungout he left to back to school, and on his way home he got in a car accident, and died. I'm seriously a mess... the fact that I was just with him... I was just hugging him... and now he's gone. But I'm so glad I got to see him one last time.... But dang, this is really hard to deal with. It feels unreal. I really miss him! He was so nice and always made everyone happy. I don't even know what to say anymore. I'm just gonna end this now. This is seriously the weirdest thing ever. I don't know what to feel.. I'm just numb.