So this year has been extremely difficult for me. More difficult than I anticipated. Nobody told me how hard it was to keep up when you got sick and have to miss an entire week of school. This past week I woke up on Tuesday with a horrible headache that turned into a migraine that ended up being so bad I missed an entire week of classes. Now I've had to spend my recovery time catching up on notes, emailing teachers and seeing the zeros hit my grades because I was unable to make it to class and do assignments that were done in class. I have probably never been so stressed in my entire life. All I want to do is sit at my desk and cry because I have no idea where to really start, but I am slowly working through all the things I need to get done.
On top of all of this, I may not be attending Texas State for the Spring semester due to finances. Although this is the last thing I want to do, I will probably have to go back home and work my butt off for a semester and the summer so I can save up to come back next fall because I really enjoy Texas State and all of the people I have met here. This is for sure one of the hardest decisions I will have to make this year. Especially when I had so many people to prove wrong.
I really wish I could say there has been an upside to everything happening in the past few weeks, but there really isn't. I'm trying my best to push through all of this because I know it will pass, but it is becoming very hard for me to do so.
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