Tuesday, September 17, 2013

Is college for everyone?

In our University Seminar class we talked about how college is not for some people.As the weeks progress i am handling my classes well,its just that living here is the worst for me .As i struggle to find any solution to leave,i keep running into dead ends.I have run out of options and its really hurting me.to a point where i want to transfer.my mom calls me and tells me that college is not for everyone and that maybe i should pack up all of my things and withdraw.I immediately thought about my past.I have never given up on anything before.I would feel behind and like a loser.As much as i wanted to just leave i knew that i wouldn't leave myself an option to give up.I was not gonna let myself fall down and give up especially since i spent 13 years in public school to get here.Im making a final decision to stay here for the year and at least finish what i had started.Also if i end up liking staying here more i would continue to attend Texas state,but everything would be easier for me if i attended a university in San Antonio.You may be thinking that i miss my family too much or that in dependent which is not the case at all.I have been very Independent when i was given the opportunity to.Its just that i need a space of my own.At least a place i can go where i know i will not be interrupted.The one thing i value most is taken away from me and i didn't think it would be this hard to handle.Most things that would be considered private are the things I'm sharing with my entire floor.I know that most people have to deal with this but like i said again its not for me and i have to do what makes me happy.

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